Sunday, February 27, 2011

Getting Ready? Not So Fast!

I thought this journey would go smoothly but as we know life does not really work that way. For the past several days I have been trying to line up people on Couch Surfing to host me and thought this was going pretty well. Then I found people were declining to host me which led to gaps in my lodging needs.  Sooo...... I created a huge spreadsheet to show names dates, time of CS request, accept or decline and the dates of being accepted and linked this all to a big calendar in Outlook. Then I saw all the gaps. Oh the perils of being an engineer forever! 
Well can't overplan this trip or it will be too structured and that was not the original idea. There  must be time to flow and rest and relax and see what is going on in addition to some of my planned seva activities. So with less than a week to go before departure I think I won't try to beg for more CS hosts. I have several and hope they will work out.
The Santa Fe and Taos portion of my trip is starting to really resonate with me and am definitely looking forward to what these areas have to offer.

I found a poem recently and thought I would share it as it seems to be resonating with my thinking at this time.


Was thinking of the poem by Henry Van Dyke  that was made famous in the 60's by David La Flamme and the band "It's a Beautiful Day".
here it is:


Time is too slow for those who wait,
too swift for those who fear,
too long for those who grieve,
too short for those who rejoice,
but for those who love,
time is eternity.
This is what I am feeling now as I embark on my journey, yes "Time Is"

Thursday, February 24, 2011

An Introduction to my Journey

After a great deal of soul searching, planning and preparation I finally feel ready to announce my grand plan and adventure which hopefully will lead to some significant changes in my life. Up to this point I have been pretty much a retired person living in reasonable comfort in the suburbs of Phoenix. It seems like there must be  more going on outside than I can envision from my current vantage point so henceforth my plan is about to unfold.
I am about to embark on a spiritual pilgrimage to New Mexico. My purpose during this pilgrimage will be to attain spiritual growth and provide service to others along the way. Some secondary goals are gain humility, increase my self reliance and become my best friend  which might fall under self improvement I suppose.
Gaining spiritual growth continues to confound me as I realize I am really not exactly sure how to reach this lofty goal. The more I think about it the harder it becomes. The other goals especially providing service are more easily met and I have taken steps to ensure this goal will be met.
The choice of New Mexico was made without a lot of deliberation but after I picked this area it seemed totally in keeping with my needs and the area of northern New Mexico resonates with me. Santa Fe and Taos are filled with areas of spiritual power and these can be experienced in both a group setting or individually.
What then really constitutes spirituality? Do we seek God? and if so where? In yoga and in eastern religions we are taught that God is all around us and is in every one of us and thus we are all God Like and are part of the divine. Thus it seems fitting that in a place like Northern NM if one is to find spirituality or God, then He will be right there and so will we. Why go away at all then? Well it gives one a chance to experience life and ourselves in a totally different venue and by doing so the growth and awakening of the spirit may be more readily apparent.
Yes, God is all around us and we are him too. He is in the red rocks and in the villages and places along the way and in the people we meet. So with an open mind and heart I hope to find the divine, my spirit and myself and meet others who may feel the same along the way.
These ideas I have gathered from studying Eastern religions, Native American thinking  and from my association with people of faith. This background will guide me on my journey
Even creating an itinerary has not been easy. However a couple of wonderful opportunities have come up and hopefully I will encounter others as I travel.  I will be volunteering at the Habitat for Humanity in Santa Fe in Mid March and also plan to volunteer at the Southwest Sufi Community near Silver City in early April. SSC not only has opportunities to serve but also has time for spiritual growth and reflection in a very remote setting.
I will post an itinerary shortly. For lodging I am planning to Couch Surf as much as possible and have found several folks who are willing to host me. Finding food along the way will have to wait as this part of the journey is less clear. But something will turn up as it always seems to.